Rain
I didn’t always like the rain. I used to love the sun. The sun was one of the biggest reasons I ended up at Sonoma State instead of Humboldt, my eventual top two schools. I checked out many Campuses: UC … Continue Reading
Category Archives: NF
Rocks
A.k.a. Crap I have learned from. This is my advice to my single girl friends. Get rid of the guy if Dump him if Tell him to get lost kick rocks if: He won't call you his girlfriend, … Continue Reading
Mannequin
Am I moving toward God? Away from Him? Or am I not moving at all? I’m not sure how to answer. People talk about times they feel close to Him or far from Him. I’m lucky if I … Continue Reading
Loud
Sometimes my thoughts are (too) loud. They (over)take me in pull me push me into a corner box me in. Sometimes it’s hard to separate the thoughts. They spiderweb spin twist into each other. … Continue Reading
24
My sister forces 40 hours worth of stuff into every single day. She writes her list and checks almost all of it off. Or she does check all of it off and has to add more. She does 5 hours … Continue Reading
Volcano
My brother and I didn't get along much while we were growing up. We get along great now – now that we don’t live together. He was almost nine when I was born and left for college when I was … Continue Reading
Stage
People who know only the fringes of me sometimes think I don’t ever participate or I’m shy. Or if they really have no idea who I am at all, they might think I’m defiant in some … Continue Reading
Need
My friend suggested that I don’t tend to ask for help – in the middle of things. Maybe afterward, after I’ve cleaned myself up a bit, after I’ve come out of the crap a bit (or a … Continue Reading
Degree
My life could be such a different life with just one slight movement. One degree. One decision. What if I had chosen a different college? Or not gone to college at all? Or dropped out of high school? … Continue Reading
Trivial
I see God there – for other people. Guiding. Healing. Caring. But the rest of the time, I wonder where He is. Is He like an elusive shooting star that I can’t see if I look for … Continue Reading