Fixated
I’m not sure how to respond, but for some reason I can’t let it go drop it move on forget it. It resonates. And I wonder if there is something bigger … Continue Reading
Category Archives: NF
Water
Boiling water to wash dishes, then pouring it out of a measuring cup to not waste any of it really makes you aware of how much water it takes to wash even the … Continue Reading
Tattoo
One day I love purple, the next, blue then green. I used to love anything with a smiley face on it. I used to insatiably collect every sticker that could possibly exist. … Continue Reading
Disorder
Sometimes I think I see people – what they want to be seen and what they may not intend to. I can empathize identify or at least slightly understand in some small … Continue Reading
(Re)play
The memories resonate play in my head again and again. And they replay, as the emotions force their way to the surface. They … Continue Reading
Gears
Sometimes it seems like you are spaghetti-ing swirling talking in circles reaching for a point. But I have come to … Continue Reading
Become
I spend a lot of time studying people. I focus on a person read them and attempt to feel what they might feel try to see the world the way they might learn their … Continue Reading
But
I think in the context it was okay useful constructive. But… There is always a but, right? I always question everything. Was it really okay? Did I share – too much? Did … Continue Reading
Essential
I am not good at scheduling out time for rest. It feels inefficient wasteful extravagant even. There are too many things that have to be done, and never enough time to accomplish them. I wish I … Continue Reading
Ruminate
I ruminate replay rewind, then repeat things over and over when my brain just takes off on its own course, imagining a what if scenario and the possible outcomes … Continue Reading