Disorder
Sometimes I think I see people – what they want to be seen and what they may not intend to. I can empathize identify or at least slightly understand in some small … Continue Reading
Category Archives: NF
(Re)play
The memories resonate play in my head again and again. And they replay, as the emotions force their way to the surface. They … Continue Reading
Gears
Sometimes it seems like you are spaghetti-ing swirling talking in circles reaching for a point. But I have come to … Continue Reading
Become
I spend a lot of time studying people. I focus on a person read them and attempt to feel what they might feel try to see the world the way they might learn their … Continue Reading
But
I think in the context it was okay useful constructive. But… There is always a but, right? I always question everything. Was it really okay? Did I share – too much? Did … Continue Reading
Essential
I am not good at scheduling out time for rest. It feels inefficient wasteful extravagant even. There are too many things that have to be done, and never enough time to accomplish them. I wish I … Continue Reading
Ruminate
I ruminate replay rewind, then repeat things over and over when my brain just takes off on its own course, imagining a what if scenario and the possible outcomes … Continue Reading
Direction
Two minutes from one person changed things – or at least it’s starting to. (I think) my words finally mattered and I was heard acknowledged. Even if the other person doesn't remember it … Continue Reading
Disconnection
I don’t sleep when we fight. Even when we do resolve things, I can’t manage to shed that feeling of disconnection; it attaches to me like a leech. I want to let go. I want to move … Continue Reading
Realist
I’m not so good at thanking God. It’s not that I’m not grateful for what I have – or don’t have. But when something good happens, I don’t always attribute it to Him. Probably because if … Continue Reading