Gears
Sometimes it seems like you are spaghetti-ing swirling talking in circles reaching for a point. But I have come to … Continue Reading
Category Archives: NF
Become
I spend a lot of time studying people. I focus on a person read them and attempt to feel what they might feel try to see the world the way they might learn their … Continue Reading
But
I think in the context it was okay useful constructive. But… There is always a but, right? I always question everything. Was it really okay? Did I share – too much? Did … Continue Reading
Essential
I am not good at scheduling out time for rest. It feels inefficient wasteful extravagant even. There are too many things that have to be done, and never enough time to accomplish them. I wish I … Continue Reading
Ruminate
I ruminate replay rewind, then repeat things over and over when my brain just takes off on its own course, imagining a what if scenario and the possible outcomes … Continue Reading
Direction
Two minutes from one person changed things – or at least it’s starting to. (I think) my words finally mattered and I was heard acknowledged. Even if the other person doesn't remember it … Continue Reading
Disconnection
I don’t sleep when we fight. Even when we do resolve things, I can’t manage to shed that feeling of disconnection; it attaches to me like a leech. I want to let go. I want to move … Continue Reading
Realist
I’m not so good at thanking God. It’s not that I’m not grateful for what I have – or don’t have. But when something good happens, I don’t always attribute it to Him. Probably because if … Continue Reading
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I thought blogging would be a good catalyst to help me finish what I start to write – a way to wrap things up and put stuff out there rather than just journaling in … Continue Reading
Protect
He shuts off down in. Grieving. As pain slowly covers encompasses him, he tries to make his world smaller manageable controllable, but it still screams back in his face, reminding him … Continue Reading