Legend
I don’t know how to put myself in her place. How Are What Wh… I don’t even know where to start. My mind actively forcibly stops itself from entering into the basic … Continue Reading
Category Archives: NF
Autonomic
I couldn’t stop shaking, could not force myself to calm down. I was trembling B I G freaking out, sweating, mouth dry, clenching my fists hard into themselves. … Continue Reading
Set
It’s not finished, but it’s done. Not done as in complete, but done as in set in motion. It’s ready. Ready for the details to be refined shaped cleaned up … Continue Reading
Slippery
I trip over myself daily bump into doorways stumble on the absence of an actual anything and find random bruises on myself from stuff I run into. I trip over … Continue Reading
Prodding
Is this really a good idea? Am I jumping in alert and prepared or carelessly running tripping over my better judgment into something I should just leave … Continue Reading
Fireflies
Learning, but at a weird in-between stage. For the most part, junior highers tend to be uncoordinated and awkward. Their limbs are growing too fast for them to handle, so they seem … Continue Reading
Pulp
“A failure is merely the non-presence of success. Any fool can accomplish failure.” – Drew Baylor, Elizabethtown* Kind of like people who say they aren’t afraid of heights, they are only afraid of falling, I’m … Continue Reading
Gave
I never heard it that way before: Just use what He gave you (Romans 12:6a) even if you can’t name or define it.* How things are named specified defined … Continue Reading
(Un)scramble
I can’t un s c r a m b l e the mess. Sometimes even once it’s outside my head, … Continue Reading
Warp
Anxiety feeds on my slowly developing confidence. I’m learning, but so far behind. Asked to do even more, I am honored excited and still questioning everything. It’s not that … Continue Reading