A glimpse into the chaos.
He says.She does. He steers.She goes. He promises,Then breaks his word.He gets offendedThat she has troubleTrusting himWhen he is reliable. She questionsWhat she did wrong. He wants more.She needs less. She startsTo tell himHow she feels,But she worriesThat he will … Continue Reading
I trip over myself daily bump into doorways stumble on the absence of an actual anything and find random bruises on myself from stuff I run into. I trip over … Continue Reading
Is this really a good idea? Am I jumping in alert and prepared or carelessly running tripping over my better judgment into something I should just leave … Continue Reading
Learning, but at a weird in-between stage. For the most part, junior highers tend to be uncoordinated and awkward. Their limbs are growing too fast for them to handle, so they seem … Continue Reading
“A failure is merely the non-presence of success. Any fool can accomplish failure.” – Drew Baylor, Elizabethtown* Kind of like people who say they aren’t afraid of heights, they are only afraid of falling, I’m … Continue Reading
I never heard it that way before: Just use what He gave you (Romans 12:6a) even if you can’t name or define it.* How things are named specified defined … Continue Reading
I can’t un s c r a m b l e the mess. Sometimes even once it’s outside my head, … Continue Reading
Anxiety feeds on my slowly developing confidence. I’m learning, but so far behind. Asked to do even more, I am honored excited and still questioning everything. It’s not that … Continue Reading
Confusion taunts me taps me on one shoulder and sneaks around behind the other. Is the world suddenly different? Or is this some eccentric April Fool’s joke? I wonder if the water is safe. … Continue Reading
It was eleven years ago, the Saturday before Easter, just like today. He asked, and I said yes. I knew I loved Jeff, but I didn’t know what to expect. Sure, I had been told marriage takes work, and it’s … Continue Reading