Customer

Her husband was always so busy
     that he didn’t seem to notice her anymore, she said.

He had school
           work
           sports
                  and she was an afterthought –
                                    if he thought of her at all.

They had a great love, once.

But.

But someone else had been paying attention – to her.
      Someone else had told her she mattered.
      She was important to him.

That was all she ever wanted.

This new guy barely knew her,
     but he had noticed her.
                       And that was significant.

It had started out innocently.

Since she was a customer,
     it was his job to notice her.
                         Nothing was inappropriate.

Until she went back there. Again. And maybe again after that.

He remembered her.
Smiles were exchanged.
They laughed and talked about the weather.

It hadn’t taken much.
She was finally important to someone
     and their conversations
                                   lengthened.

Coffee?
Why not?

They could just be friends.
They could get to know each other.

He paid attention to her,
         and she felt like she could talk to him
                 about anything.
                     Even about her husband
                              and the difficulties they had been having.

He listened
    offered advice
    comforted her
    reached out and
           touched her hand
                 as he looked into her eyes
                                and didn’t move his hand away.

She never meant to sleep with him.
She never thought it would go that far.
She never meant to be that person.

It had all seemed so innocent.
Where had she crossed the line?

How did she get here?