It’s entirely unclear
what the objective is
what success looks like
or what the questions even are
because answers
to previous questions
are
u
n
s
t
a
b
l
e
and the questions themselves
change
in t e r mit ten t ly.
It feels like
I’m starting
und
er
wa
ter
with no air
no energy
trying desperately to
surface
so I can finally
start solidly on level ground.
But even if I could
reach the surface
and
take a breath,
I’d still be
lost.
No one
knows what the goal is
understands what to do
knows how to replicate anything
or
can explain why we’re doing
what we’re doing.
If no one knows –
even those leading –
how can I know
what I’m supposed to be
looking for
much less
how to find it
somewhere?