It makes sense
to try to develop
certain skills
I lack
or ones that are
underdeveloped
put the work in
stretch myself
build them up.
But I think
there are other skills
I will never have
things I will never be good at
and maybe
I was never meant to.
At some point
(I think) I need to accept that
and stop wasting time
and energy
forcing myself
to try to be
something
someone
I’m not.
Where that line is
exactly
I’m not entirely sure
but I think
I’m slowly getting better
at identifying
the edges of it.