Screaming in static
erratic in the monochromatic,
voiceless in the crowd
joyless in the deafening sound
that surrounds,
immovable
immobile
while never slowing down.
Walking
circling
pacing
chasing
directionless paths
in unknown
overgrown
exposed shadows –
Coordinates blur
deter
disintegrate
distill
into ones and zeros
juxtaposed
decomposed
to particles
broken down
into seamless
dreamless
meaningless
nothings.
For some of the instability
and volatility,
I take responsibility.
With imprecision,
I made decisions
that steered me here.
But I never posed
never chose
this.
And I was not purposed
or chosen
for this.