Everyday

I once said
  I’d run away
           with you –
        when I was young,
                          in love
                   and unknowing –
           and I would have.

Being
    with you
       and in love
            with you
        for so many years,
  learning you,
  learning us,
    I’m understanding
      it’s not nearly as much
          about the romance
               of running away
                       with you
             as the everyday promise
                of staying
                       with you,
                    being
                       with you,
                    growing
                       with you,
                    growing into us.

Loving you
  is much bigger
     than running away.
It’s remaining
  in the day-to-day
     today and every day together,
       and loving you
               anyway
           no matter what,
               like the way
                    you love me.

Through every laugh
             every difficulty
             every challenge
      and every distance
          we put between us,
              however close
                                   or far away
        in this complicated yet
              simple dance,
                 I wrap my arms
                    around your neck
                         and hug you close
                      because you are my only.

You are
  so much more
          than I have ever deserved,
    and I’m sure,
       much more
          than I ever will.

 

For My Jeff

The Cure – Just Like Heaven