Yearly Archives: 2013

Should(n’t)

I don’t always know    where the line is –        when I should shut up                so I don’t                    cause any additional trouble or                    hurt someone unnecessarily                            and         when I should speak up                 so … Continue Reading

Fool

I’m not sure      how my words actually came across. I never asked. It seems too late                now. I just keep wondering      if I made a fool           of myself,      if I brave-ishly put myself out there … Continue Reading

(Chroni)logical

I don’t      always write             or share                   as things happen. I tend to             p  r  o  c  e  s  s      so it’s not always            (chroni)logical,      and the           senses      or the … Continue Reading

Ends

Anticipation brings           adrenalin and           excitement                    to some people. It just gives me           nausea. I get so           worked up about                     the possibility                     the maybe                          and my stomach                                    knots around                                        itself. This … Continue Reading

Legend

I don’t know    how to put myself           in her place. How Are What Wh… I don’t even know           where to                   start. My mind actively              forcibly                  stops          itself from entering             into the basic … Continue Reading

Autonomic

I couldn’t stop      shaking,   could not force myself         to          calm           down. I was trembling                B  I   G          freaking out,          sweating,          mouth dry,          clenching my fists                    hard              into themselves. … Continue Reading

Set

It’s not finished,   but it’s       done. Not done            as in               complete,   but done            as in               set in motion. It’s ready. Ready for the details   to be refined          shaped          cleaned up … Continue Reading

Steers

He says.She does. He steers.She goes. He promises,Then breaks his word.He gets offendedThat she has troubleTrusting himWhen he is reliable. She questionsWhat she did wrong. He wants more.She needs less. She startsTo tell himHow she feels,But she worriesThat he will … Continue Reading

Slippery

I trip       over          myself daily   bump         into doorways   stumble         on the absence            of an actual anything and   find random bruises on myself                from stuff I run into. I trip      over … Continue Reading