Fixated

I’m not sure how to respond,
     but for some reason
               I can’t let it go
                       drop it
                       move on
                       forget it.

                       It resonates.

And I wonder
   if there is something
       bigger
       behind it all
             that is trying to      peek through.

Do I say thank you
        for the
           thank you?
Am I overthinking
        all of this?

(I think) I might be making myself
                   neurotic
     going over all the options
                              possibilities
                              alternatives.

I am fixated.

But
    if
      there is a reason
                   purpose
                   meaning
          for it not going away,
                 I don’t want to just ignore it.
                 I want to find a way to work
                                            through it.