I am not good
at scheduling out time
for rest.
It feels inefficient
wasteful
extravagant even.
There are too many things that have to be done, and never enough time to accomplish them.
I wish I could find the time to do both:
do enough
and
rest enough.
This time I am forced
to rest.
Sickness crammed it down my throat
without my consent.
It’s needed
necessary
essential.
But in this context,
it doesn’t feel very
restful.