Looking over
what I have written,
it’s so great to know
I am past those things
I have grown
I have improved.
I look back a year ago,
and I was
am
still
just me.
As much growth
as I perceive
feel
think
is there,
I read over what has passed,
and
I’m not sure anything
has actually
changed.
Maybe I just wish I could
would
did.
But the benchmarks
moments
changes
seem
b
l
u
r
r
y
now
and I question
what has actually
changed –
or if
anything has.
Am I questioning
because I am insecure
(about the inaccurate,
unquantifiable results)?
Or because
that change
never really
happened?