Edgar
When death follows haunts chases after you, leaving no escape, how can you not be tortured by the doom of fate? How could you just brush it off discount it outrun it, have it be enough? … Continue Reading
Yearly Archives: 2012
Ruminate
I ruminate replay rewind, then repeat things over and over when my brain just takes off on its own course, imagining a what if scenario and the possible outcomes … Continue Reading
(In)significant
Behind the cover of irrelevance, truth hides itself in insignificance. It peeks through in places of slight transparence, emotions guided through every variance.Used as pawns despite their design, regardless of fit; there is no line.Screams for resolve echo with silent … Continue Reading
Direction
Two minutes from one person changed things – or at least it’s starting to. (I think) my words finally mattered and I was heard acknowledged. Even if the other person doesn't remember it … Continue Reading
Disconnection
I don’t sleep when we fight. Even when we do resolve things, I can’t manage to shed that feeling of disconnection; it attaches to me like a leech. I want to let go. I want to move … Continue Reading
Realist
I’m not so good at thanking God. It’s not that I’m not grateful for what I have – or don’t have. But when something good happens, I don’t always attribute it to Him. Probably because if … Continue Reading
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I thought blogging would be a good catalyst to help me finish what I start to write – a way to wrap things up and put stuff out there rather than just journaling in … Continue Reading
Protect
He shuts off down in. Grieving. As pain slowly covers encompasses him, he tries to make his world smaller manageable controllable, but it still screams back in his face, reminding him … Continue Reading
Revolving
I feel like I’m just going in circles cycles laps and never actually get anywhere. I slow down trudge through speed up run faster and stay right where … Continue Reading
Humbling
Am I a moral person? In most areas, for the most part, mostly, I am. (I think.) But is that like someone thinking they are humble (2 Chronicles 7:14)? Maybe once you think you are, it … Continue Reading