Design

I believe God created and designed the world.

We are too intricate and detailed to be accidental
                                                by chance
                                                     evolved outside of the basic
                                                              specified, specific
                                                                      species
                                                     completely figured out
                                                                        and replicated.

Nothing I have been told
                          or read
                          or researched
                               makes sense
                                    apart from some sort of Designer
                                                                    Creator.
                    And my
                           our reason and intelligence
                                     could never come close to His.

I don’t think He is farfetched
                        unreasonable
                             or
                        uninvolved.

He clearly cared about the animals and plants He made, and the earth as a whole. The land was good (Genesis 1:10). The vegetables and plants were good (Genesis 1:12). He blessed the birds and creatures of the sea (Genesis 1: 22). And the rest of the animals He created were good (Genesis 1:25).  

Everything He created was good (Genesis 1:31).

And He made humans in His image
                                in His likeness (Genesis 1:26).

He didn’t create anything else that way.

That means something.

Humans were made
                    created
                    formed to be significant.

Both my job – and my entire life – depend on this.
Believing this truth.

And I do.

I believe that is how He made (other) people.

I want to believe that includes me, but I’m not sure I get to be part of that.

Yes, my logic gets a little shaky at this point.
I am included in humankind – as a whole.

But.

But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But. But.

I’m not sure I am significant.
I’m not sure I am a part of His plan
                                           to do
                                               be anything.
I’m not sure I matter in that context.

I don’t want to be big
                         famous
                         recognizable by everyone.
     But I wish I could
                         matter
                         be significant
                         be a clear
                                intentional
                                obvious part of His plan.
                         
Maybe that is my own selfishness.
Maybe it’s asking too much.
Maybe I am meant to just trudge along and never know the ripples (if there are any).

But I have to be
        long to be
        need to be – significant.

                Somehow.