Loud
Sometimes my thoughts are (too) loud. They (over)take me in pull me push me into a corner box me in. Sometimes it’s hard to separate the thoughts. They spiderweb spin twist into each other. … Continue Reading
Monthly Archives: October 2011
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My sister forces 40 hours worth of stuff into every single day. She writes her list and checks almost all of it off. Or she does check all of it off and has to add more. She does 5 hours … Continue Reading
Volcano
My brother and I didn't get along much while we were growing up. We get along great now – now that we don’t live together. He was almost nine when I was born and left for college when I was … Continue Reading
Stage
People who know only the fringes of me sometimes think I don’t ever participate or I’m shy. Or if they really have no idea who I am at all, they might think I’m defiant in some … Continue Reading
Need
My friend suggested that I don’t tend to ask for help – in the middle of things. Maybe afterward, after I’ve cleaned myself up a bit, after I’ve come out of the crap a bit (or a … Continue Reading
Degree
My life could be such a different life with just one slight movement. One degree. One decision. What if I had chosen a different college? Or not gone to college at all? Or dropped out of high school? … Continue Reading
Trivial
I see God there – for other people. Guiding. Healing. Caring. But the rest of the time, I wonder where He is. Is He like an elusive shooting star that I can’t see if I look for … Continue Reading
Busted
I am not good at putting myself out there – especially to people I don’t know very well. I admire my friends who are able to be vulnerable transparent. I tend to gravitate toward them love them more … Continue Reading
Scissors
Mannerisms. Facial expressions. Habits. Addictions. Medical/Emotional/Mental illnesses. Feelings. Reactions/Responses. Products of nature or nurture? Probably both. But I hope mostly nurture. Because that means change is possible. So many things get passed down to the next generation(s). Sometimes new stuff … Continue Reading
Design
I believe God created and designed the world. We are too intricate and detailed to be accidental by chance evolved outside of the basic specified, specific species completely figured out … Continue Reading